i'm a dream....

[qilora]

they carried "Tammy" across the beach, while she screamed in pain/fear.... she was a little girl, only a teen, was her first time... as they got closer to water, they had Tammy walk, is good for her to walk anyway.... one woman took her to the very edge, for some reason Tammy scared to go into the water all the way.... i had a vision of her on almost all sides, i cried cried cried.... feeling sorrow down deep from the bottom of my heart (you don't know how deep) & my joy rose up out of my very body to embrace all of my children.... listen to her cry as she pushed pushed pushed the baby into the ocean.... my tears were salty...