good memories... (kinda)
May. 3rd, 2013 09:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
qilorai have amnesia of (i think) 6 days, 3 before the surgery & 3 after.. and i say GOOD ;)
thank G-d i've forgotten the horrible worry & thank G-d i've forgtten the pain before...
i wish i forgot the suffering after but at least i have time pass, and i'm alive... my sadness comes but at least it passes and i find myself laughing, and cracking jokes, and hope for certain goals...
i want to walk (crutches are okay) & no more dizzy-dizzy :-P and the glasses would be nice... ALL a part of step #1.
step #2 is making my trips out of the house alone, trips to the market & trips to the Tea Shop in town, next the trip up to Jersey (conductors are so helpful)...
when i come home step #3, to become involved... the research, i'm starting now... trying to find SOME way that i can be helpful myself... i'm sure i can...
thank G-d i've forgotten the horrible worry & thank G-d i've forgtten the pain before...
i wish i forgot the suffering after but at least i have time pass, and i'm alive... my sadness comes but at least it passes and i find myself laughing, and cracking jokes, and hope for certain goals...
i want to walk (crutches are okay) & no more dizzy-dizzy :-P and the glasses would be nice... ALL a part of step #1.
step #2 is making my trips out of the house alone, trips to the market & trips to the Tea Shop in town, next the trip up to Jersey (conductors are so helpful)...
when i come home step #3, to become involved... the research, i'm starting now... trying to find SOME way that i can be helpful myself... i'm sure i can...
