sorry its been so long...
Aug. 3rd, 2013 11:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
qilorabut June was "hell" :-/
July was "anxious flashbacks".....
August is "housecleaning".... i think i'm over it, trying to tidy up as much as possible, & sighing at the last bit of dust (brush it under the rug)... think i'm "okay".....
granted, i *do* feel okay even on the worst days, but have moments pass that i feel pretty much happy, & write my way on the Facebook, & then have the glummy-poo-poo hits me, & i go to lay down.... or you have me out of the house & looking at the changing scenery (i become convinced that time IS moving forward), & interact with other people.....
any day now i'm going to get the application to van-services for the city, so fingers-crossed this moves pretty quickly, i'm going to see that it takes me out once or twice a week, shopping & the Tipsy-Teapot.... it'll do WONDERS to my poor brain :-P
July was "anxious flashbacks".....
August is "housecleaning".... i think i'm over it, trying to tidy up as much as possible, & sighing at the last bit of dust (brush it under the rug)... think i'm "okay".....
granted, i *do* feel okay even on the worst days, but have moments pass that i feel pretty much happy, & write my way on the Facebook, & then have the glummy-poo-poo hits me, & i go to lay down.... or you have me out of the house & looking at the changing scenery (i become convinced that time IS moving forward), & interact with other people.....
any day now i'm going to get the application to van-services for the city, so fingers-crossed this moves pretty quickly, i'm going to see that it takes me out once or twice a week, shopping & the Tipsy-Teapot.... it'll do WONDERS to my poor brain :-P
